I Am the Only Song, Solomon Sung

Through the energy of one touch I became his light, distancing the proximity of our oneness, I was found, without words, there was no sound, just him, me, and all that was meant to be, I undressed myself as he watched my clothes drop to the floor, shivering from the anticipation of love, not once did he move, nor take his eyes off of me, I am afraid, so in my fear, I lit candles as I thought through my next act, I decided to undress him, by first, closing his eyes, his heart raced so anxiously, I unbuckled his pants, and whispered all the things that edified his glory, on accident, I touched his purpose, and began to use my tongue to moisten what was dry, he began to cry, I spread his legs and indulged in everything that made him a man, the scent of rose peddles filled the air, there was a silence that begged for despair, so tangled in his web, obsessed with his presence, caught in his essence, I am lifted to rest in flowers, that became my blanket, I spread my legs, and my oasis was damp, he touched, and tasted to make sure it was right, sucking on his fingers, lubricated everything in me, I slid my hands over all that I wanted him to experience, he is my witness, he lays on top squeezing hand fulls of ecstasy, generating heat, seductive rhythm, throbbing, all in between me, I am lost, I rose up pushed him back, sucked what can be sucked, stroked what can rise, climbed, and spead what is naturally open and begin to ride his purpose, left to right, up and down in a motion that is slow and seductive, as I looked in his eyes, I squeezed from the inside, covering his mouth to silence the soul, I am the holy man's slut, and my status still remains royal, to attract the king I now crown, a million kisses plagued our flesh, thinking, there is no one else, as I gave my love, he took my life, and replaced it with his, panting, squirming, sweating, I don't want this to end, as I bite everything on him, to keep the passion in, I wrapped my legs around him, and clung with all my might, wet, warm and tight, we cried cause together we let go, and got lost in each other's souls, gently looking at one another, amazed, as we stroke what's confused, as we kiss what's in shock, we gave each other all we got, so we are stuck together within, waiting to get the energy, to do this thing again, because tonight he gave up his strength, to be weak with me, and I am from he, but he came through me, together, we are strong, apart, we are weak, yet meek, life spoken through the tongue, and I Am the Only Song, Solomon Sung.

The You I Thought You Were

You were an idea, a perception manifested, an opposite that I attracted, blindly I was drawn, by invisible wonder, misty love, and warm feelings, yeah, I remember, I was always feeling, surrendering to all that I wasn't, hoping to be complete, sightless to our challenges we would never defeat, I wanted you and me more than anything, but I realized to have you, I needed to be your everything, thankfully, I was just me, this loving woman loving an unloved man, fearlessly, I held your hand, forgave the unforgivable, to show you no conditions, and you doubted my decisions, I'm crying to purify your soul, but all that did, was remind you that you're cold, as I stepped back you moved forward, as I move forward , you stepped back, we'll be here forever responding like that, you held me so tight, I could not breathe, concerned, isn't love suppose to set you free, but we loved each other, I felt it, our truth lingered in our hearts, and sparkled in our eyes, the transferring of energy is how we unified, I loved you more each and every day, I loved you so much, it was sometimes hard to say, this imperfect soul became so perfect for me, this imperfect soul, lied to me, what you said you were, contradicted what you weren't, and I became confused, isn't love what you want, you were hot and cold, and you refused to claim warm, you were sweet and bitter, but you wouldn't say bittersweet, you, were falling in love with me, you surrendered in the dark, but conquered in the light, the light was dim, you didn't know who to fight, so, you fought me, not physically, but emotionally, your best ammunition was completed on me, because your mind said, I, was it's enemy, the pain I endured nearly destroyed me, and you, oblivious to the damage you caused, my departure made you pause, but you never ceased, your silence, held no peace, and the soul you once loved, you gave grief, agony was in my sleep, and the misery awoke me, while you were basking in the dark I began to see your light, there's something about your heart that isn't right, with all my love you're still alone, and you live in a heart that's covered in stone, you protected your heart, when it was time to give, you would rather destroy love, than to let it live, you borrowed my love, and returned it scorned, the love you gave to me, is the only love you have earned, a witness to what your happiness is made of, people being happy around you, but not with you, smiling, as y'all pretend to love, the truth is hard to believe, when self is all you think of, moving on, made everything so clear, coerced into loving the potential you, because the real you was trapped in fear.
By: Nai

You Can't Come In

He was the man of my dreams, a wish that came true, the flame in my night, broken wings that flew, My miracle… he meant everything to my soul, content without thee, joined, I was whole, he was every thought I never completed, I was every emotion he couldn’t express, we were being removed, to be introduced to a better self, what we felt was so much more than love, it was desire and obsession, we needed to conquer and control, Oh, how quickly we forgot, we were always free souls, our smiles faintly burned our hearts, a wounded me, cried myself apart, I was lost in a familiar place, trying to search for God’s grace, I was confused and certain all at the same time, I didn’t understand where we went wrong, but I was for sure he was mine, the trust I gave to you was more valuable than even I knew, and I forgave your transgressions, not out of stupidity but because I loved you, your recklessness made me appear foolish, but I’m no fool. Walking into his light, I thought things would become clear, but the force that sustained him was powered by fear, and I justified why fear was there, a black man and his struggles, a father that was never there, love must never had been all that good to you, so it must be my responsibility to introduce unconditional love to you, I was so wrong, just wanted to do right, I thought enduring someone else’s pain was noble in God’s sight, Loving him made me weak, with all this to say, I could not speak, I… lost me, I savored our good times, like the perfect flavor, obsessed over how it was, ignored what it is. Love’s not suppose to be like this, I left, but my heart stayed, my heart said give it one more try, but this time, try it his way, He had no way, following him, I lost my way, we wandered together to NO WHERE Land, smiling, we even held hands, he, was walking me to hell, and the light that once blinded me, was now a pit of heat, he showed no pain, but the fire drove me insane.. I walked away with pieces of myself, hoping this time I would feel and be complete by myself, the moment I left I was introduced to a wiser me, much happier, new purpose, more understanding of why things can’t be. Still a bit upset with self, because I still loved him, for reasons that are true, I started with love that’s how I should end, with the clarity that you can love all, but only the righteous can come in. I’m ready to cross his path, smiling from cheek to cheek, I’d doubt if I’d ever see him, only the strong gets my attention, I don’t see the weak.

Many Blessings & Peace to You All!
~Nai

Churches that are Wolves in Sheep Clothing Part 1.

There are so many churches out there that claim their teaching is "the righteous word", and that their ideas, beliefs, and interpretation will lead people to salvation. According to the Bible, GOD is only pleased with seven churches. There's an infestation of churches, ALL can't be right. It seems to me that alot of churches has turned into businesses, rather than a holy temple where the spirit of GOD dwells. In the Bible, it states: Many will be fooled. This generation is smarter, more savvy, and are exposed in ways society has never before. How are so many going to be fooled? We would reject the preacher that is blatantly against GOD, and we would understand the "righteous anointed one" because his will would align up to God's will. So he's safe. But the one who dibbles and dabbles both ways, would have us confused. For example, the preacher who inspires, has neutral interpretation and gets us jumping out of our seats, and closer to the Lord. Wow... You found your church home!!! Eight months later, you find out he's a neglectful father, and an abusive husband, but a Super Pastor. Huh? So, the lesson that is learned from that preacher is become sayer's not doers'. Doesn't that sound familiar in our society? Isn't it funny how passion draws us in, and truth makes us doubtful.

Understand, I know there is no perfect being. But we are not weak in all areas. And, there is a criteria to be an ambassador for GOD. That's what makes a chosen pastor so special. He not only suppose to understand the word of GOD and inspire people. But, he is suppose to set an example of how we should be living our lives. Showing his followers that this is the right way to live because it brings you so much joy and favor in life. I am not following any pastor that does not maintain a true, good reputation, I could careless how much of the holy spirit resides in the church. Following a leader that has a true ethical reputation would eliminate alot of churches. Some people just wake up in the morning and choose to be a pastor/preacher and claim GOD called then to this duty. I don't think so. You are chosen by a desire that moves you, and the character that aligns up with the perfect will that GOD has for you. Get to know your pastors background and choices. Listen to him speak and interpret the word of GOD. Make sure you have peace, and deliberate. Life is short, we need to begin making wiser choices for ourselves.